I have a friend with the kindest eyes. She looks through me and deep into the parts of my soul that have been buried and hidden. I don't think she sees them, though, because I've become an expert at keeping them locked deep down. Her eyes are so genuine and real, and they search me… Continue reading Nita’s Eyes
Tag: mental health
Swimming Fasted
One of the more disappointing aspects of my current insane studying commitment is the lack of time for exercise. I am certainly feeling it much more now that spring is (hopefully) here, the sun is shining, and then snow is melting. I would love to go for a run; I feel like the road and… Continue reading Swimming Fasted
Expensive Therapy
Yesterday I did some therapeutic shopping. Not only did I spent a lot of money, but I spent it on stuff that I really didn't need. That's not to say that I won't use it... I just don't need it. I primarily bought workout clothes: a wind breaker, long sleeved running shirts, capri pants, sweaters, and… Continue reading Expensive Therapy
An Unpleasant Reminder
It was one o'clock in the morning and I found myself sitting erect and uncomfortable on the couch in my living room. My night clothes were in a messy heap near my feet and I had placed my warm, clammy, naked body against the cool leather of the furniture. The coolness made me feel better,… Continue reading An Unpleasant Reminder
Unexpected Break
"Would it make a difference if I told you to take the next month off?" "I guess it would be easier - I would feel less guilty, I think." It was getting harder to keep my tears dammed behind my eyelashes. I didn't want to cry in front of my surgical foundations liaison. Especially since… Continue reading Unexpected Break
