Tomorrow is my Birthday. I will be 36 years old. Yesterday I learned that someone I trusted and with whom I had always been completely open and honest with lied to me. Not only did she lie to me, but the actions she took which necessitated her lie were a direct betrayal of my trust… Continue reading Trust and Honesty are Fickle Things
Tag: Lessons
The Fear of Not Enough
To place my hands over my heart, take a deep breath, and let go of that something. I attempt to do this many times throughout the day but I am unable to identify the exact think that should be let go first. There are too many to let go; each tourtuous thought linked intricately to… Continue reading The Fear of Not Enough
Another Letter, Likely Never to Send
I cannot begin to express the difficult emotions that I have endured over the past few months since you disclosed the results of my waiver of training application. However, I am going to try, because I believe in honesty, openness, and human connection. I also feel that this is what I need to to in… Continue reading Another Letter, Likely Never to Send
Thirty Days of Gratitude – #14 – Vulnerability
Today I am grateful for the ability to be vulnerable. It sounds like a really strange and random thing to be grateful for, I know. However, embracing my vulnerability today brought me peace and happiness about something I was stressing about. In my last post I wrote about the conflicting feelings I had toward expressing… Continue reading Thirty Days of Gratitude – #14 – Vulnerability
Thirty Days of Gratitude – #21 – Courage
Today was a very difficult day, mentally and emotionally. Studying was a challenge and not enough got done. Interactions with certain people were overwhelming. I cried... multiple times. I have been struggling with an issue that I don't understand. I feel as though I am the victim of a nonsense, incomprehensible crime. No matter what… Continue reading Thirty Days of Gratitude – #21 – Courage
