This week I have been feeling somewhat distracted. I haven’t been able to blog much because I just don’t know what I want to say or how I want to say it. I’m not sure what is causing this distraction – being home more, feeling tired, spending more time occupying my kids, playdates, I don’t know.
Tonight I am going to do my taekwondo promotion test for my net belt level. I am feeling prepared, but I am also feeling less excited than I did last time.
Tomorrow night I am hosting a party – I am excited to cook and bake a cheesecake, but I am nervous that no one will show up.
I haven’t been running at all this week – well, once on Monday, but it was so slippery outside that I was cautious, my pace was very slow, and I was very sore afterwards.
My kids are driving me a little crazy and I feel more tired than normal.
I’ve been feeling “gross” for a few weeks and I finally went to the doctor last week. I had about 20 vials of blood drawn and everything came back normal… except for one thing. High bilirubin. WTF?
Counselling this week was just “okay” – it seems like I’m making some great progress, but I am sad that means that I won’t be going for much longer. I need a place to go to talk and feel safe.
As you can see, I’m so distracted that I don’t even know what I want to write about.