Imagine doing the things you think you should do, only to find out they were all wrong. At some point in every day, that’s how I feel.
The logical part of me knows it’s not the case and that’s why I was ranked so high at the program I’m going to. But it doesn’t explain why I was not wanted here.
I know there were some issues with me because I was “too keen.” I worked very hard… for many years. I showed people up, I stepped on some toes, all inadvertently, of course. I thought I was working hard to impress people, but all I did was piss people off.
So, I’m just like the gallbladder: once it causes you problems, you just cut it out. And, no one misses it.